long time no post. well, truth is, i don't have much to say-- the college routine is pretty much becoming the same... go to classes, do homework, get food, talk to people online, watch buffy the vampire slayer, go to bed. nothing exciting. about the only cool thing that happened this week was my breakfast on wednesday morning, i had my favorite honey lemon green tea and an apple turnover. yum.

and i suppose i have also been thinking a lot. mostly about stuff phil tells me; and about this 'nothing else matters' song by metallica. it randomly popped into my head the other day (i haven't heard it in over four years) and it has so much relevance to my own life is incredible. no coincidence. phil said something interesting about this, that maybe metallica had wrote the song so that one day i would understand what he talks about. it's a hint from the universe so to speak.

it's weird. like i used to think about what phil told me like i think about a lot of other things; just accept them as an idea and play around with them a little bit. but now, since i've been talking to him more, i've noticed that a lot of what he says actually fits into life; too bad the ideas aren't that widely accepted, but as i promised him, i'm working on talking about it. i never thought i would be a philosophical person :oP and i don't even know if any of this is making sense. maybe i will write about what he tells me soon. i'd like that.

anyhoo, my roomate is concerning me a bit because she decided that she would make a fort with my bed sheets (i decided to change the look of my bed today). it turns out that doing so helped her concentrate on her application essay to be a teacher. strange how things like that happen. and now, i am ready to start the day.

current mood: blah

current music: Matchbox 20 - Real World